Monthly Archives: April 2011

4th STEP, 22 days of sobriety

Wow…having to totally tear yourself down so that in future steps you can forgive yourself and give it to God and KNOW that He will lift my shit from me is very frightening. I met with my sponsor today. We … Continue reading

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Starting step two today 20/16

It is nearly Friday (in just a few minutes) and it will be my three weeks of sobriety. I felt pretty good today. I met with my sponsor…I am now on step two: Come to believe that a power greater … Continue reading

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“We change or Die.”

  A wise old man said two things tonight that hit home hard and he has been sober for over 30 years. 1. “We change or Die.”  2.” AA is a life saving place for drunks.” (Fuck yeah it is) … Continue reading

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Last Saturday Night: A revelation of childhood innocence taken

A woman got up to tell her story. She told about the first time she had a drink, she was eight and it was New Years Eve. I sat there for a minute and my mind flooded with a memory … Continue reading

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Drunks and Their Stories: Blog 4/25/11

  It was amazing when I first walked into an AA meeting. All types of people, races, doctors and dead-beats all alike that have come together for one thing; to stay sober through God and the dependency of the AA … Continue reading

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(Soberity) Life or (Alcohol) Death Post for 4/23/11

  I told a person in my life that I had fallen for (a while back) who has meant a lot to me for quite some time that I no longer have feelings for that person. My heart and mind is … Continue reading

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HERE I AM SOBERITY; TWO WEEKS. GOD GET ME TO FOUR! 4/22/11

Thank you God for keeping me sober for two weeks. Here I am, sitting at this card table listening to Dashboard Confessional. I do like this group. This is the first time I have really given them a chance. My … Continue reading

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A time I was not going to drink but I did: Late Summer of 2010: Blog for 4/24/11

  I lived in XXXXX at the time. I had just got down there to see someone I was seeing. After a few hours I had to go up to XXXXXX for a “girls night” with some of my good friends. I drove over … Continue reading

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After 6 and a half years of a drinking career, my two weeks of sobriety is here.

Three years ago I would not have pegged myself as an alcoholic…here I am; coming home from an AA meeting; running to the shower so I don’t drink the beer that may have been left in the refrigerator. I did … Continue reading

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My prayer for minute by minute soberity

For nothing matters right now than to give my life to you God. I must surrender to You; fall on my knees and pray that you will keep me sober. I can’t do this by myself, I have tried but … Continue reading

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