Monthly Archives: May 2011

too far gone

Hello, my name is LostCompanion and I am an alcoholic. It is absolutely fucking amazing to me how people who are not alcoholics seem to know what the disease is all about. Trust me, if you are dealing with an … Continue reading

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Relationship (s)

Hello, my name is LostCompanion and I am an alcoholic. Short and Sweet tonight: Here I am. Sitting at my desk trying to think about what to write and how I am feeling….. I feel somewhat content. In a very … Continue reading

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The Depression

Hello, my name is LostCompanion and I am an alcoholic. When I drank I was ALWAYS up and down, almost like I was bi-polar. I had a lot of friends to party with. The next day after drinking started with either not remembering what happened … Continue reading

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I Can NO Longer Blame Alcohol

Hello, my name is LostCompanion and I am an alcoholic. Time to realize that I can no longer blame alcohol for the shit I have done in the past. Alcohol is a really fucking good scape-goat though. The disease sucks but … Continue reading

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Brother and His Temptation Today

Hello, my name is LostCompanion and I am an alcoholic.    I have become good friends with a person at AA. He is like my brother; I love him like a brother. He called me in the middle of the day … Continue reading

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5/12/11 Thursday Night

Hello, my name is LostCompanion and I am an alcoholic. I decided to write about last Thursday night. I had many thoughts about dying and committing suicide, in-fact I though about driving head on into a tree as fast as … Continue reading

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36 Days. Depression. Death and Striving for Life

Hello, my name is LostCompanion and I am an alcoholic.   It’s been quite a few days since I have blogged. I really should blog on days when it’s the hardest and I want to die. I actually cut myself … Continue reading

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