Monthly Archives: June 2011

Life is really pretty good right now

Life is really pretty good right now. I can’t complain. I like my job, I really want to do well. I spend a lot of time outside and I love it but it is exhausting. I ended up going to … Continue reading

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Today was a good day. I met a few people at my work who are alcoholics…wow. 82 days and I am thankful I am sober. I really like my new job. Thank you God. I ended up going to the … Continue reading

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80 days today. WOW

I started my new job today. I actually really like it so far. Granted it is day one but it is similar to the best job I have ever had. Thank you for your prayers. The mental obsession is gone. … Continue reading

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Sometimes I want to die from this disease, drink, let go and die, DRUNK

Sometimes I want to die from this disease, drink, let go and die, DRUNK. It sucks. Tonight I just wanted to disappear.  I got a job. I got to keep my car and I got to have my sister and … Continue reading

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In 75 days, all damage can’t be fixed

I just got back from my meeting. I looked for jobs half of the day and slept the other half. I have been feeling very depressed… I contemplated not going to the meeting but I went. Not going to a meeting means … Continue reading

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I’m not afraid to die

I spent a lot of time looking for a job on-line today….If I don’t get a job within the next 10 days, I will lose my car. I am not sure what to think about this. I am trying not to … Continue reading

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I got fired from my job on Thursday

This has been an interesting week. I got fired from my job on Thursday. It was bound to happen, the bitches I worked with had been working on getting rid of me for almost a year.   It’s amazing how many … Continue reading

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