Monthly Archives: June 2011

Life is really pretty good right now

Life is really pretty good right now. I can’t complain. I like my job, I really want to do well. I spend a lot of time outside and I love it but it is exhausting. I ended up going to … Continue reading

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Today was a good day. I met a few people at my work who are alcoholics…wow. 82 days and I am thankful I am sober. I really like my new job. Thank you God. I ended up going to the … Continue reading

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80 days today. WOW

I started my new job today. I actually really like it so far. Granted it is day one but it is similar to the best job I have ever had. Thank you for your prayers. The mental obsession is gone. … Continue reading

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Sometimes I want to die from this disease, drink, let go and die, DRUNK

Sometimes I want to die from this disease, drink, let go and die, DRUNK. It sucks. Tonight I just wanted to disappear.  I got a job. I got to keep my car and I got to have my sister and … Continue reading

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In 75 days, all damage can’t be fixed

I just got back from my meeting. I looked for jobs half of the day and slept the other half. I have been feeling very depressed… I contemplated not going to the meeting but I went. Not going to a meeting means … Continue reading

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I’m not afraid to die

I spent a lot of time looking for a job on-line today….If I don’t get a job within the next 10 days, I will lose my car. I am not sure what to think about this. I am trying not to … Continue reading

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I got fired from my job on Thursday

This has been an interesting week. I got fired from my job on Thursday. It was bound to happen, the bitches I worked with had been working on getting rid of me for almost a year.   It’s amazing how many … Continue reading

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Fired

Here I am. I got fired today and the funny thing is that it has absolutely nothing to do with alcohol. It’s about the bitches that had it out for me from the start God will take care of me.

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I have felt this peace about me

Someone informed me last night that when I don’t write they get worried. Thank you for caring so much. The love I have just through blogging is incredible. Since Sat I have felt this peace about me. It’s nothing like … Continue reading

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There were two options

It was an amazing experience. I waited 45 min to go into confession. I had to be at my meeting downtown in 30 min which is when the door opened for me to speak to Father. There were two options: … Continue reading

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