I wish I could have taken back how I ended it. I have always been able to leave with poise…but the thing is I was always the one to leave. Fuck this shit of feeling insecure. It’s funny when things like this happen to put things into perspective. I am sober, all that matters in life is that I am sober and thank God. I have a lot to live for and a hell of a lot to give, unfortunately I could not give to a boy…Such is life. I want to be in a relationship that when love is involved, games are not an option.
Love-games always reminds me of old Gregg. If you watch youtube you will understand.
I really do love the guy, that’s why I reacted the way I did.