Monthly Archives: October 2011

bit raw

Good meeting tonight. I am getting a little bit raw when it comes to sharing. I’ve got to tell the fucking truth!

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Blast from the PAST!

It’s actually pretty fucking cool. Now that I have been sober for a while I look back and think about how unhappy I was, a fucking drunk….who married a drunk…. I should have been dead long before I even got … Continue reading

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Hi, my name is ANN and I am an alcoholic.

Things are going pretty well. My family is going to put our dog down tomorrow….he is going to rainbow bridge. He is so cute…I spent some time with him today and cried. He is suffering so much I think he … Continue reading

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The meeting was great tonight

Today went pretty well. I’m catching on to my job, I am very motivated. I am ready to move on and support myself. The meeting was great tonight. I shared with my people about my miscarriage and how sad I … Continue reading

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another wild couple of days…….

So I got through the week…I MADE IT TO THE WEEKEND! I took another mental health day on Thursday. I spent the day with my friend Niko at the “re-hab” nursing home that he is at right now. I was … Continue reading

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I feel like a dry drunk that is just trying to get by.

Well FUCK. Here I am again…one down fucking day after another. I am so depressed. I know that there is such a thing as “miscarriage depression.” It’s kind of like postpartum depression (sorta). The chemicals in the body change drastically … Continue reading

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feeling a little bit depressed

I took off half of the day at work today…I am feeling a little bit depressed; still sad about last week: what a fucking hellish week. When I walked in the house today my “mother” was on the ground, she … Continue reading

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ER visit…UGH

I ended up going to the ER this morning. I was going to go last night but I decided to wait until the morning to see if the pain got better, but it didn’t. I was in so much pain … Continue reading

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I lost the baby

I started to have a miscarriage¬†yesterday. I took work off today….I needed a me day. I ended up going to my noon meeting that I love and spent the whole day with my sweet man. I had a very relaxing … Continue reading

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“get an abortion”

An old friend texted me today…I am not sure what to think. She seemed mad and was kind of rude. I have¬†her self-help book she let me read and she texted me asking for it and commented that clearly I … Continue reading

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