I told my dad

I told my dad about me smoking bud.

The last few weeks I have been dating this guy here and there.

My comedy is coming along.

I have alienated myself from a lot of people now that I told most of the people closest to me about smoking. I think I am doing alright.

I have not been going to meetings. I feel like I am a hypocrite. I told a few people. I am dating someone.

My job is not going too well. It’s very hard. I think if I don’t do well this week I am done there.

I have times that I trust in God and other times when I feel so far away and stubborn to let go of my fucking want’s.

I am scared but dealing well.

I lie a lot. I fucking hate it. Sometimes it’s better being alone.

I have not drank…rearly want to.

I like being alone

Advertisements
This entry was posted in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s