Monthly Archives: April 2012

That was definitely a reality check.

Fuck I need to get back to basics. I had some talks with my superiors at work about my attitude. That was definitely a reality check. I have been so goddamn angry…FUCK. I don’t like how I have been at … Continue reading

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My Last Encounter With My Mother

my last encounter with my mother was when I had a garage sale at her house before I moved to the city a few months ago. We argued about money. With my mom money is everything. Fuck. I am so … Continue reading

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I quit smoking yesterday…

I slept 5 hours of so last night. I quit smoking yesterday…God help me do this. I did ok at work last night. I got to drive to our location so I had my car with me, that was nice. … Continue reading

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feeling crazy inside right now

I’m feeling crazy inside right now. I don’t know how to slow down my mind. My dad is in the ICU for pneumonia and the doctors are not sure what the hell is wrong with him… I feel like my … Continue reading

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378 Days of Sobriety: Where I am with AA

Still sober. These last few weeks have been very hard. I have thought about escaping. I am still sober. I went to a meeting a few nights ago and I got my one year chip. It felt fucking good but I was … Continue reading

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One Year

I made it one year, drink free. I was emotional all weekend, trying to remember to thank my higher power that I have made it this far. One year ago I tried to end me. I have so fucking far … Continue reading

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