I slept 5 hours of so last night. I quit smoking yesterday…God help me do this.
I did ok at work last night. I got to drive to our location so I had my car with me, that was nice. I don’t go fuck around when I work; the security of having my car a few blocks from me is a relief. I don’t normally drive to the job site.
I hope today goes well. So far no word on how my dad is doing. “No news is news!”
I am not sure where I am mentally. I feel fucked up still.
God help me have a good day and het closer to you.
Thank you for keeping me sober