Monthly Archives: May 2012

Ok, So home, ha…

Ok, So home, have been for a few days now. I am out of meds. The refills are going to cost $600 a month. I was diagnosed bipolar 1…… What a shocker. I can’t get my mond to slow down. … Continue reading

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Screams problem.

It’s interesting to me. I think I spent the say with someone who I have had a crush on but I saw him hiding beer and putting it into a coffee cup. To me that screams problem.

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i am feeling up…

i am feeling up to it any time you are. It is good to be home. I would like to work next weekend if there is a spot available.

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Update to Pappa

Email to Dad Last Sunday Sunday, May 13, 2012 9:02 AM Hey, I know you know how I am feeling. They are adjusting my meds and giving me anxiety meds. I have had some pretty bad attacks but they are … Continue reading

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Email to my Step-Mamma

Email to my StepMother On Sat, May 12, 2012 at 8:41 PM It is expected that I will be in the psych-hospital through next week. I am having a very hard time with anxiety attacks and body memories from when … Continue reading

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Add to the last blog

Shortly after I sent that email I had an anxiety attack: body memoreies of the sexual abouse, anxiety over getting a job, money, feeling badly to ask for more money from my mom and dad. I can’t wait to see … Continue reading

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Email to my step-mom

  sorry about last night’s email. i was confused as to what I need help with and i thought john told you because through all the shit going on in my mind. I am sorry for the change and if it … Continue reading

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