Light’s out is in 5 minutes. I didn’t drink. If I did I would not be here, I would probably be underground.

I knew a few weeks ago that I needed to watch myself because I started yearning for a drink.

I came in a few days ago because I want to die. I actually spent a few hours in the tub planning on cutting my wrist and slowly watch the tube water turn read. When I snapped out of those thoughts I called a help-line.

Tomorrow is day three.

I feel very depressed and the anxiety off the charts.

Going to bed now. When I have downtown I will come back and talk.

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