sorry about last night’s email. i was confused as to what I need help with and i thought john told you because through all the shit going on in my mind. I am sorry for the change and if it can’t work I DO UNDERSTAND. I love you.
doing well so far. ANXIETY is quickly going up. i have not cried today. i have lost 5lbs here but i’ve consumed quite a bit of water which is good for hydration. no nightmares the last few days which is good. Love you. i talked to the doctor today and she thinks I may be here until the end of the week or through the weekend.
I hope to talk to you soon. Love You