Monthly Archives: August 2012

family

I have no mother. I have no father.

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Email to my Grandparents

Hi Grandparents,     We are out of town getting my sister moved in. I have had several talks with my step-mom and my dad. They made promises that they could not fulfill. I know that they love me and want me to be … Continue reading

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Better Day

Today is a much better day. I woke up and I was alone in the house. I did the dishes and worked on some of my bead work. I got a call from my step-mom to join her and my … Continue reading

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I was wrong

I am so angry. I feel alone and betrayed. I feel that I came here under false pretenses. I miss home. I miss my grandparents and my close friends. I may have to stay here until Sept 1. God, can … Continue reading

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I NEED TO FUCKING GET HOME

I have been here in the sticks for almost a month. I NEED TO GET HOME. These people are not my family. I have been battling with major fucking depression. I have thought about suicide more than once. I told … Continue reading

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