Monthly Archives: November 2012

Good Things

Last night I had a very hard time getting to sleep. When I finally did I woke up a few hours later with my back hurting. I went out and had a cigarette, got an ice pack, asked my dad … Continue reading

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Thank You Friends

I want to thank all of you who read my blogs and for the beautiful and meaningful comments you have sent. Throughout this time I have found that writing has helped me, even as sporadically as I have written through this … Continue reading

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Right Now

I am feeling very insecure and sad today. My boyfriend and  I took my sister to the airport this morning….it ended up being an all day trip.  I have spent the night with my step-mom watching TV and talking. I … Continue reading

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Stillness is in the house. My sisters are gone, my 6-year-old nephew, all the family, all the friends and neighbors are gone. It’s just me and my step-mom alone in the house…the TV is on pause. I just got back … Continue reading

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Dad’s Day

My fathers funeral and burial was beautiful! I miss my dad but he is with me.

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I love you Dad!

I miss you already. Last week we spent some amazing days together, I had my dad. I was a daddy’s girl. You told me you no longer worry about me, that felt great. I really miss you and wish I … Continue reading

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Goodbye Dad

My father died this morning around 3:30 a.m. I Love you dad!!! Thank you.

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