Monthly Archives: December 2012

I believe in love

Yesterday I did not believe in love; I pitied myself alone and then came to the realization that I can be alone…be, just be. Today I have thought deeply on the subject and feel as tho I am on a journey … Continue reading

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New Year

I am spending the day with my step-mom. My little sister went back to her apartment. I am feeling a bit anxious but it will be okay.

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I hope for a lot of things

I’m sitting in a Burgerking parking lot listening to music and blogging. I just spend the last hour in my car online figuring out school stuff. I am excited about school. I called my grandpa in Colorado a few hours … Continue reading

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Normal Life/ “getting to be my own best friend”

I guess I could say I feel like I am normal right now. Last night I felt so alone. I felt alone out here, away from my grandparents, away from my brother and away from Colorado- the mountains. I felt … Continue reading

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Grandparents

Grandparents are very special people. My granddad- father’s father- is now becoming my best friend.  My father was like him in someways but for the most part he is just a cute old man, my granddad. My grandfather, who lives … Continue reading

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X-Mas Day

One year ago today if you asked me if I would be sitting at my dad’s fathers kitchen table on Christmas day I would have told you, you are nuts. It blows my mind. I am now mentally shot. My step-mom … Continue reading

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Thoughts Before A Walk

I was going to go to work and pick up my paycheck but I decided to stop at a park by my house. Perhaps I should just sit here and write, or maybe I should go for a walk or … Continue reading

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