I am tired today, very tired.
I am eating well and sleeping well. I know the weather is jacking me up…the barometric pressure change hurts my body.
Wednesdays since my dad died have all been shitty. I feel shitty. I know I am fighting a bad cold…I need to drink more water. The RA is acting up something fierce in my right knee. When I woke up yesterday morning my knees were inflamed and warm. I forget that Denver winters treated me badly.
The real question is why does yesterday matter? I just mentioned my knees were inflamed yesterday but that is not relevant to my knees not being inflamed now. Is this not a small example of me living in the past when the problem I have right now is not the same…my knees hurt but they are not inflamed and truly only one knee hurts right now- it’s the cold I feel coming on that is what’s bothering me.
Right now I am tired, very tired.