One year ago today if you asked me if I would be sitting at my dad’s fathers kitchen table on Christmas day I would have told you, you are nuts. It blows my mind. I am now mentally shot. My step-mom was very depressed and on edge today. My little sister did okay. I missed dad today. It would have been nice to experience a Christmas with my father, in the flesh. My granddad has had a tad too much to drink tonight, he is pretty tipsy. He is a loving man…he has had a hard day, a father is not suppose to bury his son.
I tried to forget that my father is not here today.
I am happy Christmas is over but I did enjoy my day.