Monthly Archives: January 2013

but I did. I did well.

I gave my speech today, it went very well. A gal was talking to me as we were walking out of class and said that she is a daddy’s girl and that I almost made her cry with my presentation. … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | 26 Comments

Mentally Gone

I feel mentally and emotionally gone. My step-mom and that relationship is wearing me out. I didn’t get anything accomplished today, no school work… I barely emptied the dishwasher. I am exhausted and drained. My body hurts all over from … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | 20 Comments

It’s Internal

My anger and frustration is internal. There are a lot of hidden reasons for my bitter towards some people in my life. I feel wrong by being angry and for not wanting to be around certain people. My food is … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | 19 Comments

Amanda Bevis Introduction Speech 1/31/13 I would briefly like to share with you about my father. When my twin-sister and I were 9-months-old our mother took us from him. My father and step-mother had been looking for us two girls … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

The Misfit

Last night I went out with my granddad, his wife and her niece. We went to an amazing seafood restaurant and they all got drinks. I sat there, ordered a water with lemon and felt like a misfit.  I didn’t … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | 43 Comments

RA

You know when you have pneumonia and it feels like an elephant is sitting on your chest, that’s the best way for me to describe the rheumatoid arthritis; I feel like an elephant is sitting on every joint in my body.  Today I am … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | 12 Comments

Speech About My Father

My name is Amanda. I am from Denver, Colorado. I am majoring in graphic design. I would like to convey a message of hope and inspiration.  When my twin-sister and I were 9-months-old our mother took us from him. My father … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, addiction, alcohol, alcoholism, child abuse, childabuse, college, dad, death, forgivness, happy, hope, ife, Laugh, life, loss, love, sadness, sexual abuse, spirituality | 43 Comments

First of all I would like to thank everyone who

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

I can’t live a lie when it comes to spirituality above all!

I have an inner battle going on inside of me right now. I do not believe in what my step-mother believes in. I don’t agree with the church and their teachings. I have decided my stance on abortion is this: … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, addiction, alcohol, alcoholism, child abuse, childabuse, college, dad, death, happy, hope, ife, Laugh, life, loss, love, sadness, sexual abuse, spirituality | 79 Comments

This IS Lost Companion

I will say this about myself. I know that I yearn to understand and connect with a higher being. I am funny. I am on a great adventure to learn. I am not  a victim. I am angry at the … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | 17 Comments