I changed some things with my classes, I start Monday. I feel relieved that school will all start at once instead of me starting tomorrow. I got all of my books ordered today…. I am almost there.
I have been an emotional wreck. I miss my dad a lot. The deep depression I have been feeling has gotten stronger today, I felt lost in my mind- lost in the world.
There are waves of time where I want to be around others and times where I want to be completely alone.
My step-mom has been struggling depression too, although today was the best day she has had since dad died. She actually gave me a lot of strength this evening. She made a nice little Southern dinner for the two of us.
I ran into a great friend at the store this evening, one of the most beautiful people I know. I felt the world bless me when I saw her. She gave me her prayer beads. She was a breath of fresh air.