Hello again, it has been a while since I have written. Life, as I expected has changed drastically. I don’t know how to put what’s going on inside of me in words. To sum it up I feel I am on this earth to learn.
School has helped me significantly. The anxiety the last week has been half of what it was the last few months.
I miss my father.
My step-mom and I are doing okay. She and my father would have been married for 28 years today, I am sure she is sad. I am still away at my granddads this evening for school. I texted her and wised her a peaceful evening and let her know I’m thinking of her.
I am sorry I have not responded to a few handfuls of comments yet, I have been very busy.
The depression has gotten better. The anxiety has significantly decreased.
One of my favorite sayings is the night is darkest just before the dawn. I can see that dawn is here but it’s not too bright yet. The sun takes time to rise as my adventure progresses as I just try to, be.
I am listening to, The Evil That Never Arrived by Stars Of The Lid. This song is a great representation of where I am at right now.