Monthly Archives: March 2014

Strength

I spent my first night alone and all went well. I woke up this morning and worked with polymer clay, it rocked! The RA is not bad today, I’m going to go hiking! I shall be free. I find strength … Continue reading

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Blessed

I am feeling very blessed today, sad but blessed.

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Quick Thought

I miss LC today. I miss his song. I have been listening to music that reminds me of him. I hope he knows how much I love him. I realize my sex drive has to do with the bipolar; reality … Continue reading

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Working on it…

I’m in a good spot to move. I feel like I can be safe and feel free to be safe in that house. Tonight will be the first night there. I am working on getting over my fears, which are … Continue reading

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Expectations

I have to remember life is all about the expectations I put on it and others. The projection of my fears is all in my head, that is why I have a tattoo on my art that says, Do Not … Continue reading

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I feel sad.

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I wish I was a bird and could fly away. I have not had a dream about flying lately.

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Better Life

I am still puzzled by my father and who he was. When I knew him I thought he was sober. It was not until he went into the hospital that I found out he was still using. I believed that … Continue reading

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Nearly three years sober and on the right medication to slow my thoughts down. I know I am very blessed and need to rest in that warmth. I am okay. My mind is okay. I have done the right things … Continue reading

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Charles

I keep thinking about my father and who he was. As the medication helps me think clearer my flashbacks feel rapid. There was a man named Charles that I met in AA. He seemed like a good man; came to … Continue reading

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