I’m scared and I am freaking out…I need to focus on the good.

I feel like my father had something to do with this, perhaps I am overthinking. I am trying to put all the pieces together and figure out why all of these things have happened. I have to let this go. I need to feel safe again….I will keep going.

I am trying to connect all the bad things that has happened to me together but I don’t know enough…that’s probably a good thing.

I am going to go to school tomorrow. I don’t even know how to tell someone about my situation…I just keep going.

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