I feel a constant closeness to my creator that I have not felt in years, since I wanted to be a nun in my teens. The way things work out for me is amazing and I am very thankful.
My old boss offered me a job that seems to be a great idea. I am hesitant to take him up on that offer because of my need to work with the public. Once school is out, I will not have an outlet to people. If there is a person that can have both introverted and extroverted traits, it’s me.
The last six months have taught me a lot. I experienced things people should not have to but I survived them. I am thankful for the medication, it helps me gather my thoughts and I can talk myself down from an anxiety attack. The level of awareness I have now is a testament to the drugs ability. I take it as I should and watching closely for any negative side affects.
All predictions are simply educated guesses.
The imprint we are all called to make is to do good. I want nothing but to do good, even if that means I need to hibernate right now to get there. All we have is time and time can be a friend.
I have made some big steps. Conquering the anxiety, eating right and getting enough and quality sleep is the key for me. I’m working on it…
One day at a time is what I keep telling myself. If I let my head go, I get wrapped up in worries about money, my safety and school. I need to know that character goes a long way. I believe the key people in my life see my character and see my fight. I am thankful for all the amazing people in my life.