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Thank you for reading. Thank you for being here and walking with me. I will continue to work and give. I love people and want peace. I have hope, we are hope and I try to live hope. Peace be … Continue reading

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“If I can be an example of getting sober, then I can be an example of starting over.”

I’m three years sober today. This morning was the first day in a while that I felt pure joy. I called those close to me and thanked them, I celebrated. I feel proud that I made it this far. When … Continue reading

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Not Me

I’m going to get a crappy car and I’m excited. I am ready to let this car and all that comes with it go. This car reminds me of my marriage, I was a different person then. I drank and smoked … Continue reading

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New Med

Time is an amazing thing. It’s been nearly three weeks since the ward stay and I’m living the life I always wanted. I’m on my own and getting rid of my car; downgrading! I’m a student. I have a great dog. I’m on … Continue reading

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Free

I accomplished great things today. I feel free.

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I’m scared and I am freaking out…I need to focus on the good. I feel like my father had something to do with this, perhaps I am overthinking. I am trying to put all the pieces together and figure out … Continue reading

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I am here.

I am doing well. I am in a good place. I am well fed. I am getting the mental help I need; I got back on my antidepressant and am seeing a therapist once a week (for the last few … Continue reading

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